Malcolm Little grew up surrounded by loss and instability. His father was murdered. His mother was institutionalized. He was shuffled through foster homes, dropped out of school, hustled to survive, and eventually ended up in prison.
That could’ve been the end of his story. But it wasn’t.
In a small prison cell, something started to change. He read obsessively. Reflected deeply. Questioned everything.
By the time he left prison, he was already becoming someone else.
But that was just one of many evolutions. After rising to national prominence, he went through yet another transformation. After a pilgrimage to Mecca, he broke ties with the Nation of Islam and rethought everything: his purpose, his message, and his identity.
That’s how Malcolm Little became the man we now know as Malcolm X.
He wasn’t born with that voice. He became it.
And that’s the point.
Change isn’t a detour. It’s often the main road.
I’ve noticed this in my own life, too. Since I moved to the U.S., I’ve changed in ways I never expected. My sense of humor shifted. I’ve been exposed to more knowledge than I ever dreamed of. I’ve grown through challenges that reshaped how I think. And that’s okay.
Now as a dad and a husband, change isn’t optional, but vital. I’ve had to grow in order to become the kind of person my kids can look up to. Not a perfect version, but a present, learning one.
You’re Not Meant to Stay the Same
We’re told that being consistent is a virtue. That the strongest people are the ones who don’t change. That once you decide who you are, you stick with it.
But what if that’s not strength?
What if it’s fear?
There’s a concept in psychology called identity continuity bias. It’s the idea that we trick ourselves into thinking we’re the same person across time, even when we’re not. It helps us feel stable. But it can hold us back from growth1.
And yet, the brain is built to grow. Through neuroplasticity, we know it can reorganize and adapt, physically rewiring itself in response to experience, reflection, and intention2.
In truth, you’ve already changed. Again and again. Your values, your opinions, your goals. And that’s not failure.
That’s being alive.
Why Changing Feels Like Betrayal
We often resist change not because we don’t want it, but because we’re afraid of what it says about our past selves.
If I change now, was I wrong then?
If I shift direction, does that mean I gave up?
If I grow, does that make me fake?
But changing your mind doesn’t mean you were wrong. It means you were honest enough to keep learning.
Malcolm X didn’t just change opinions; he rebuilt himself more than once. Not because it was convenient, but because he was committed to living in alignment with what he believed at each stage of his life.
That’s not weakness.
That’s discipline.
Your Future Doesn’t Owe Your Past
Discipline isn’t about grinding through the same goal no matter what.
It’s about knowing when to come back and when to move forward.
The version of you who set that goal years ago?
That version didn’t know what you know now. And that’s okay.
Malcolm’s story shows the power of aligning with who you’ve become, even when it challenges your past choices.
Are You Still In Sync?
Malcolm X didn’t evolve quietly. He changed in full view of the world, knowing it would cost him. And yet, he chose integrity over image.
That’s what growth often looks like.
It’s not clean.
It’s not linear.
It’s not always applauded.
But it’s necessary.
So if something in you is shifting, listen.
It might be your next step calling you forward.
Consistency matters, but not at the cost of becoming.
Change doesn’t mean you’ve failed. It means you’ve grown.
And growth, when guided by reflection and purpose, is one of the most disciplined things you can do.
Growth without reflection can feel chaotic.
But when you recognize change as a signal, not a threat, you can respond with intention instead of fear.
To do that, you need a simple way to check in with yourself.
Here’s a method to help you do just that.
The Past–Present–Next Exercise
This is a short reflection method to help you recognize when a shift is happening and guide it intentionally.
Step 1: Past
Write down what you used to believe, value, or pursue in this area of your life.
Step 2: Present
Describe what currently feels misaligned, outdated, or no longer true. Be honest, this is about noticing, not judging.
Step 3: Next
Ask: What would alignment look like now?
Outline the next version of your values, goals, or identity that better fits who you're becoming.
This practice helps remove the guilt of change and replaces it with clarity. You’re not abandoning who you were; you’re building on it.
If you’re not sure where to begin, start by asking yourself:
What part of me have I outgrown?
What belief am I holding onto just to avoid disappointing someone?
What would it look like to grow, honestly, from here?
Sometimes the realignment starts with a single honest answer.
Takeaways
We like to think we’re staying the same. That who we are is fixed. In reality, we’re changing all the time.
It’s subtle. Quiet. Sometimes invisible. But it’s there, underneath the surface, reshaping us with every moment that passes.
Change isn’t something we choose or avoid. It’s already happening. What we do with it, that’s up to us.
Growth doesn’t come from resisting that shift. It comes from leaning into it, letting it guide us, shape us, move us a little closer to who we’re meant to become.
The version of you reading this? You’re already different from who you were a few minutes ago. And that means the door to growth is always open.
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Urminsky, O., & Bartels, D. M. (2017). The role of identity in decision making. In J. K. Shim, D. N. Osherson, & H. R. Holyoak (Eds.), Cognitive science: An introduction to the science of the mind (pp. 1–33). University of Chicago Booth School of Business. Retrieved from https://home.uchicago.edu/ourminsky/Identity_Chapter_Urminsky_Bartels.pdf
Brain First Institute. (n.d.). Your guide to self-directed neuroplasticity. Retrieved from https://www.brainfirstinstitute.com/blog/your-guide-to-self-directed-neuroplasticity
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